Dear all.

My parents who are now in heaven have always saved well with their shop, and I myself and my partner also worked hard for 45 years. Now it happens that I myself have been tricked into an illegal casino, where they let you win. My partner already warned me and you will soon lose. My partner was right, through my own fault because I trust everyone so much they let me fall for it with many excuses, and yes I did it myself 200,000, 200K they were able to steal from me. again I did it myself. because I have already had 2 heart attacks, and my tension transferred to my partner I fell into a deep depression and I thought the only way out was to stop living. But it would also be selfish towards my partner and loved ones around me partner and my doctor then got me to the mental health care to help with my depression. now with a lot of shame I make this story to maybe collect some donations,, there is also courage to do this, very shameful because it is very stupid of me to fall for this. I will never get 200k again and borrowing is not possible because I can never pay it back, with corona time we stopped because I am now 69 and therefore weaker to contract corona.

I have not even been able to say goodbye to all my customers. then last year I went the wrong way with that money, we had nice plans to pimp up the house a bit and have a vacation.

so I tried with pain and effort to make a funding here.

a donation, I am happy with everything.

every day I pray to god and my parents to apologize and help me anyway. my first funding was on fiverr but so many people want to help there that I also lost money because of my faith. I am an honest man myself but that is also abused as a man you are not allowed to cry, but I have already shed many tears, also to stay strong because I no longer wanted to live what I cannot for my partner.

So I hope to meet some people who want to help me.

Love Harry