I have been depressed since I can remember and I was existing, not living. I want to travel the world and volunteer when possible and maybe then I will find myself. I do not know who I am because I cannot discern which part of my identity is a survival mechanism and which is not. I should probably put a disclaimer to this and say that this project is purely emotional and selfish and should you be in the position where you have to choose between another impactful project and mine, kindly choose the former.